Day 7:Someone wake me up pls... i cant control it... haven been talkin much to her lately and i dunno why.. but is that although i have been sayin that i dun realli mind... but i realli do when i tink back abt it nw... sian... The Lake House was kinda nice lah... too bad it will nv happen in reality lah... i now realli feel damm sian... feel that suddenly i am all alone lah... although i am surrounded by a sea of ppl but i juz feel lonely... i stil have frens lah... but i juz feel lonely... the solo bus rides... the walkin on streets alone nw... someone pls stop this...
Day 6:
Can anyone pls stop this pain tonight? I dun wanna feel lk this anymore...
Day 5:Was too tired yest so didnt blog lahx... her hand is quite ok liao lahx... but had to be wrapped up yest lahx... hahax... was like showin her that my fourth finger can move lahx... and was like drawing on her bandage lahx... 2dae... juz talked trash wif her lahx... had fun actually but was like know that i cannot cross the line lahx... haix... when will the time come when i can finally forget that i liked her...
Day 3:She hurt her hand 2 days ago lahx... while playing basketball... needed to see a sinseh and i actually wanted to bring her there lahx... however it wwould really seem weird if i realli did that lahx... in the end her bf brought her there lahx... cos even if i had wanted to i could not lahx... as i had a rehearsal for the school's national day parade lahx... haix... wonder if her hand ok ma... haix... i dunno wats wrong with me... she alrdy has a bf le... why the hell am i stil thinkin of her? realli trying hard to forget her liao...
Day 2:It her birthdy 2dae lahx and we went to celebrate it was many frens lahx... i was wif aloy and we were like late for the thing lahx... haix... actually wanted to solo a present for her lahx.. but in the end... did not... y? cos its ike a little weird since her own bf didnt solo a present for her... haix... i thought i could get over it aft thinkin it through last night lahx... but in actual fact i could nt... i dunno why lahx... whenever she is wif him... i will have a tingling feelin in my heart like heart strings tugging my heart... haix.... i dun wanna feel like this anymore but it's hard to forget... haix... but at least i can still be gd frens with her lahx... how i wish i could be like davy jones in the pirates show who can lock up his heart in a chest so that i wun feel like that anymore but i cant...
So this is my new blog where i can keep all my memories of a special someone that i have no choice but to get over with...Day 1:Forgetting a person is easy but to forgot someone u love... that's a difficult task... i dunno wat to sae lahx... i shld have been facing reality long ago but chose to hide frm it til 2dae... 2dae will be the day that i finally face reality and that i will try to forget her as someone i love but as a sister to me as she treats me like an older brother... although i dun wan that... but at least that's better than nt being frens at all... right?
